6/15/13
Dear Journal,
Today is the Kramer's birthday. Their party was last night and it was super fun! Jake Brown*, Carl*, the Thomas's*, the Johnson's, and I were invited and we had a big water balloon fight. I spent the night at the Kramer's and so did Wyatt and Jason Thomas*. We watched Les Miserables first then the Hunger Games. Sheila Kramer* went to bed early though. Anyways Wyatt, Chloe Kramer*, and I were sitting next to each other and Wyatt and I were like flirting. Eventually we both started feeling and touching each other and he fingered me, which was very surprising. And then he later took my hand and had me touch myself. Then he stopped and I felt like I had to do something so I started feeling his dick and just traced it and rubbed it a little. Then I stopped and he took it out of his pants and grabbed my arm and had me touch it and I ended up giving him a handjob. I think he liked it since he was grunting. I actually learned how to give a handjob from him because I didn't know you actually grab it and pump it. But Wyatt is dating Michelle Canto* so he cheated on her. And now I'm think things will get awkward. Ugh. I'm so frustrated about this. I feel used.
-Me
6/11/13
Dear Journal,
Hi. I've had this journal for awhile but haven't really written anything. Sorry. It's supposed to be a prayer journal but I'm not religious right now so whatever. School is finally over and I'm really glad because the end of freshman year sucked ass. I got involved in way too much drama. Especially boy drama. I was a complete whore. Now I'm happy though because I have a good guy in my life named Troy Bennett*. He's a year older than I but I don't care. He treats me right and really cares about me and makes me happy. I'm really glad I have him in my life. Wyatt Johnson* has been really sending mixed signals. I didn't like him during the school year but it's always during summer when I start liking him again. I have no idea what's going on between us. The Kramer's*, who are twins and my best friends, birthday is Saturday but the party is Friday night. Wyatt is going to be there. I don't know what's going to happen. Hopefully something good. Anyways it's only Tuesday so I have time to plan what to do. I have to see Miranda*, my therapist, today which is annoying but oh we'll. I can tell her about our trip to Hilton Head. That was really fun. Jasmine* and I are doing summer lacrosse together which is tomorrow night so I'm excited for that. Well, I
guess I'll go. Bye.
-Me
